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My God

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I don't see what you mean-

Don't know who or what you are

You are like whispers in my head

Small whisps

My imaginations' more imposing

--

I cannot see or feel your presence

Thought I did..

Just for a second

But I've never really known.

--

I'd feel, turn right

So I'd turn right

And then, turn left

And I'd go left

I was made to feel at times that maybe I'd

Become a Fool

--

I do not know when you are here

Not the slightest bit of clue

Sometimes its like you are a ghost

A mere illusion of my mind

But you insist that I am blind and cannot

Cccc

--

You make

\\No sense

And crumple logic

And then ask me to believe you

Why that is, I'll never know

Perhaps I'll never know this secret.

But is that good-

How is that wise?

--

I ask despite the monotone

The endless silence from the sky

You voiceless dragon in the air

Tyrant!

Dismissing every prayer

--

So do not wonder why I doubt

If you know my thoughts,

Than how?

Tell me now before I ask it,

Tell me the answers to my questions before I even utter

Why?

Or I will hold you as a fraud.

You vain magician

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Who the hell are you to blame me?

If you love me, come and claim me

Hear my voice, and make yours heard

If not,

My God.

Then the emptiness I feel, must then,

Logically

--

Be yours
Lamentation of an Atheist
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LupusIntus's avatar
Very powerful. You use a lot of excellent imagery and I love the line "if you love me, come and claim me."

I am a believing Christian and have struggled fiercely with so many of the questions you pose.
I appreciate this lamentation. Well done! :D